Jan 15 2009
How Blessed Are We
But I say to you: Blessed is he who exposes himself to an existence never brought under mastery, who does not transcend but, rather, abandons himself to my ever-transcending grace. Blessed are not the enlightened whose every question has
been answered and who are delighted with their own sublime light, the mature and ripe ones whose one remaining action is to fall from the tree: blessed, rather, are the chased, the harassed who must daily stand before my enigmas and cannot solve them.
Hans Urs Von Balthasar, Heart of the World, pg. 183
been answered and who are delighted with their own sublime light, the mature and ripe ones whose one remaining action is to fall from the tree: blessed, rather, are the chased, the harassed who must daily stand before my enigmas and cannot solve them.
“One may toil and struggle and drive, and fall short all the more. Another goes his way a weakling and a failure, with little strength and great misery– Yet the eyes of the LORD look favorably upon him; he raises him free of the vile dust, Lifts up his head and exalts him to the amazement of the many.” (Sirach 11:11-13)
Jerome
Well, I hope we’re also lovingly Tackled the moment we leave the earth. I hope I’ll be holding a box of Russell Stover assorted creams at the moment, so I can finally give Him the two raspberry hearts–one for Him, and one for Him to give His mom.
Then, when all our fruit is consumed – “all that I have heard from my Father I have made known to you. ” (Jn 15:15) – (OK, prepare for the unpleasantness), we must pass through the digestive tract and end up on the ground, away from the original tree. Nothing left but a seed in the midst of waste. “So they took Jesus, and he went out, bearing his own cross, to the place called the place of a skull, which is called in Hebrew Golgotha. There they crucified him, and with him two others, one on either side, and Jesus between them.” (Jn 19:17-18) We are called to follow Him and be crucified.
But, a new tree grows forth from us, in a different location. It grows its own new fruits year after year and lives forever. “By this my Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit, and so prove to be my disciples.” (Jn 15:8)
If we rot on the branch or get squished underfoot, the new tree cannot come into existence. The forest doesn’t grow, and we can never have the experience of being an everlasting tree, with our own fruits.
So, for the courage to be consumed and carry the cross, the ripe fruit must pray with the Lord in the Garden: “Father, if thou art willing, remove this cup from me; nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.” (Lk 22:42)
” …blessed, rather, are the chased, the harassed who must daily stand before my enigmas and cannot solve them…”
And since I am ever-hopeful, I must also say that I’ve been thinking about the fruit that ripens and falls to the ground, and truly there is always hope (and mercy). That fruit becomes accessible to any who are not able to reach upwards at the moment, or it becomes mulch to feed the earth and the roots so that the tree will live and bear fruit again. Absolutely everything and everyone is salvageable with our dear Lord. Way more than salvageable; necessary to His Plan and dearly loved.