Sep 08 2008
Monday Morning With Merton: Mary, Window To Heaven
“Nativitas est hodie sanctae Mariae Virginis (Today is the nativity of Saint Mary the Virgin: First antiphon for Vespers of the feast). We have just come from first Vespers of Our Lady’s birthday. I am full of those happy antiphons, and glad because of the feast and because of what it means, for through her we come to heaven. Coeli fenestra facta es. (Thou art become the window of heaven: from the hymn O gloriosa Domina). I am glad that in our Order we still enter heaven through the window. I believe that line of the hymn was reformed in the Roman liturgy so that the rest of the Church goes in more decorously through the door. But we Cistercians still get in by the window….
This afternoon I was content looking at the low green rampart of woods that divides us from the rest of the universe and listening to the deep silence: content not for the sake of the scene or the silence but because of God. And now I hear a car in the distance, a solitary car coming down the road. The sound of action reminds me that I must soon wash my neck and go and read Monsignor Sheen to the retreatants at their supper.
That is how everything stands, Mother of God, after the first Vespers of your Nativity in the year 1947. Dona nobis pacem (Give us peace). Keep us in your heart until next year and the year after and until we all die in peace, disposed in the four corners of America in new foundations, and myself perhaps you know where, alone with you and with God. His will is my cell. His love is my solitude. Dona nobis pacem.”
[Thomas Merton: The Sign of Jonas, pgs. 62-63, Sept. 7, 1947]
I’m delighted to find this new look, Gabrielle.
It’s really lovely and the header is a perfect match for Contemplative Haven. I hope your computer problems are sorted, Gabrielle, as I know how frustrating it can be.
Thanks, Carol. It’s rather ironic; Merton mentions reading Fulton Sheen in this post, and last night I accidently came across a FS video in which he mentions the same subject as Merton (Mary opening windows in heaven). Maybe I’ll post it.
Owen, we all need to find that space, don’t we, to be able to be in the world but not of it, and to find the reenergizing time so that we can come back and be of service. It’s good to know a group of people who understands our coming and going (because they need to do it themselves too.)
Laure, yes; and may this autumn bring you much contentment as you open yourself up to your new beginnings in study. I know there will be much “looking and listening”.
Rae
Laure
Laure, I hope everything has been absolutely inspiring so far! If envy weren’t a sin I’d…well, you know…